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Note: This is the lyrics to the song currently being played on my blog website.. Enjoy 
Christmas Is Only Christmas With You by Mark David Williams and Matthew S. Garinger
The stockings are hung
The tree has been decorated
Carols are sung by a neighborhood choir
Christmas is here this candlelit moment
I know it because of your smile
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Christmas gifts by themselves won’t do
The fresh falling winter snow, the warmth from the fire’s glow
It’s winter without you
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Silently night settles on heaven’s breath
You are the light leading me home
Here in your arms is everything Christmas is meant to be
Will always be
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Christmas gifts by themselves won’t do
The fresh falling winter snow, the warmth from the fire’s glow
It’s winter without you
Christmas is only Christmas with you
May this night we share together be a time when we remember
Came to earth a baby savior humbly laid inside a manger
Angels sang their songs and praises to the one who came to save us
Alleluia, Alleluia
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Christmas gifts by themselves won’t do
The fresh falling winter snow, the warmth from the fire’s glow
It’s winter without you
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Christmas is only Christmas with you
Yesterday, during lunch time, Boss Darling and I had noodles made by P.F.I.L the previous day. As Boss Darling had a meat pie for snack earlier that day, he wasn’t able to finish his share of the noodles. And me, I had trouble finishing up his portion as well..
SiwwyPig: Bee, I’m so full… Take some please..
Boss Darling: I am already full.. I know you can eat… Finish it..
SiwwyPig: Why keep asking me to finish it.. I’m full already…
Boss Darling: Because I want you to be fat then no other guys will want you except for me..
SiwwyPig: *speechless*
For dinner, I cooked chicken rice and Boss Darling can’t stop praising for such a delicious food till..
Boss Darling: Why you cook such delicious food? I don’t understand..
SiwwyPig: So I can feed you so much that you don’t go find other girls because you love my cooking too much
Boss Darling: *speechless*
Guess we both using the food as our own secret weapon to ensure that we both won’t leave each other.. *chuckles*
Last night, as Boss Darling indulged himself with Company of Heroes with his buddies online, I spend my time chatting up a storm with couple of my friends, some I have lost touch for years now. One of them I chatted with was a girl friend of mine whom recently broke up with the boyfriend (whom accidentally someone I know as well). I ain’t want to go much details of their relationship or their break up but the break up was due to realisation of not loving the boyfriend as much as before.
Everyone who breaks up with their boyfriends or girlfriends hope that they are able to continue their friendship, but of course if that person is a jerk or a bastard, then different story all together. I sincerely hoped both of them can be friends again but unfortunately, the ex of hers is not able to let go so easily. I figured, if I was in his shoes, I too would fight for that one more chance to be together with her again. As their relationship was not a short time fling and a lot of memories, ups and downs they have faced together.
Unfortunately, the sad thing is that the ex did not realised that the more he pursued her to give him another chance, the more she felt guilty. Guilty of hurting him the first place.. Guilty of able to let go off their relationship just like that… Guilty of making him sad and unhappy.. And the guilt feeling is slowly making her miserable.. And I hope it does not lead her to do something silly and drastic.
After Boss Darling’s game sessions, I related this story to him. Then, Boss Darling asked me if I will still pursued him for another chance if we broke up and I still love him. I just told him that breaking up is not easy and I will certainly be upset and sad over it. If I got the feeling from you that there is a chance for us to together again, I would.. But if otherwise, I rather see you move on to be happy than you have the guilty feeling of hurting me and accept me back. Then, to me, both of us will be suffering then as there won’t be love between us but rather the feeling of hate and responsibility.
I guess it also made Boss Darling wonder if I will stop loving him one day and move out of his life forever.
Boss Darling, You never failed to amused me everyday of my life and I learn more and more things about you daily that I did not expect you to have. As long as I am with you, my love for you will never end.. but rather grow stronger each day.
I Love You, Boss Darling
Boss Darling, worry less, okay?.. If not get depression ah..
The Pigs and Cows who Oinked and Mooed